i need a seriously, Sound, over the knee, hand spanking in the Most Serious way right now! i just Do! i need to be scolded, lectured, spanked, cornered and then spanked again! It's so hard...the waiting. She's not ready yet, but i am still in need... Should i ask her, or just savor the freedom i still have at the moment? i should wait and be patient. i have to! i should not try to rush her or push the situation. Let her see me in my "element" as she puts it, and then let her dominant personality come to life naturally and build our relationship from that point...
But then i ache and become greedy and want what i want, now. And it's not like that. It's not my choice. i have to learn to be patient and find peace in the waiting. i know she's there. She's looking at me from afar... Contemplating... Wanting... Lusting... She needs me right now...even more than i need her, so i will wait, and serve her in my patients...my longing...my desire to be Her's. That is how i shall serve her at the moment. i will Wait...
love,
~sly
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
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