A Sunday...

i was so good today...so, so good. i want nothing more than to crawl in her bed and cuddle up close to her. Impossible at the moment. i have so much to say, but can't seem to open my mouth. It's beyond words...i hear that clock ticking. It's deafening. Helpless. Distance. How. Why? ...Please!

Life is cruel.

The News...

She told me last night...She's very, very sick. She said she won't be around much longer. She's in a world of sunshine and beauty...living her dream...living near the ocean...living out her life the way she's always wanted. i admire her courage to...Live. i'm not doing too well with knowing, but i'm glad i know. i at least understand things better now. It all makes perfect sense.

but, i'm going to miss my friend...