Thursday, August 25, 2011

Someone New...

i felt something was wrong. We had been emailing most all day, with great enthusiasm, and then suddenly, the emails stopped. And when she did write back, it was short and to the point. i felt something was wrong, but then wrote it off as to her husband must have come home, or she's busy with a business matter, or she just had things to do. i didn't even fathom the thought that she was upset with me! She said i disappointed her because i am still seeking someone to spank me. i didn't even know what she was talking about until i started answering her emails. Then it hit me...i never deleted my personal ad once we started talking. It didn't even occur to me to delete it. i have been running ads for awhile now, and i usually just let them run until they expire. That has just been my practice. It's been so long, and to find someone of any substance on the internet was going to be a long shot anyway, i'd just become jaded with the entire concept. But then, out of nowhere, there she was. Someone i feel i've been looking for for quite some time. Like i said, we'd been talking all day, trying to get to know one another. Everything she's said has been right on with me. Anything i've been leary of, she's listened and taken into consideration and made sure i felt safe and secure about my concerns. i am very interested in pursuing this relationship to see where it takes us, so i was quite shocked when she said she was unhappy with me right now. i didn't understand why...

But now i know, and of course she's upset. i would be too if i had seen that her ad was still running after talking to her all day. What i should have done was remove the ad immediately, once i realized this might be a real connection. But i didn't. Instead, she found my ad again, thought the worst and had bad feelings about it all evening. She lost interest in me. She must have thought i was a player...that i wasn't interested...or maybe that i was just not serious about this at all.

Whatever she felt, luckily she mentioned it to me, and i was able to explain to her that i am not looking for anyone else. i understand how my actions, or rather, a lack there of, turned a really good day into sadness and disappointment. That is not something Ma'am is going to allow, and i'm going to be punished for being so thoughtless...

When i get to her house, she takes me by the wrist and walks me down the hall to her study. She tells me, in a very stern voice, to strip from the waist down, and i do. She tells me she has a few questions for me, and This is going to be how the interrogation goes in this house... She bends me over her desk and spreads my legs apart. She take my hands and puts them behind me, pinning them in the small of my back with her hand. With her other hand, she parts my cheeks and presses her finger against my anus. "Now, miss rayn. Can you please tell me why you didn't delete your ad until I called you out?" As she spoke, the pressure she was putting on my bottom with her finger was increasing. Her tone was so strict, i was so nervous, i was afraid nothing was going to come out of my mouth once i did try to speak. i know my face was on fire from the shame, but i did. i managed to open my mouth and squeak out an answer for her. "i-i didn't' even think about it, Ma'am. It didn't even cross my mind at this point to delete the ad." And once i finished my sentence, i felt her finger slid deep inside me. Instantly, i was Her's, and i knew it. There was no question of who's girl i was at that moment. She was serious, and she was Not Happy with me, but nonetheless, i was her's, and it was time she proved it to me.

She proceeded to lecture me, Scolded me...and with each point she made, she emphasized it by trying to go deeper inside me...which she couldn't, but the pressure of her trying almost lifted my feet off the ground. i felt an ache deep within my soul, and she had total control over me. She went on to tell me that i was going to be spanked, Hard! That i wouldn't soon forget to not be so careless and thoughtless after this lesson. i was concentrating on everything she said along with the pain she was inflicting inside me, knowing that this was only the beginning of my punishment.

After some time, she stands me back on my feet, her finger still inside me, and she walks me over to the corner and sticks my nose in and tells me to stand still and not to move until she calls for me. i said, "yes Ma'am." and then with one fast motion, she jerks her finger out of me and i hear her walk into the other room to prepare for the rest of my punishment...

i heard her come back into the room. She didn't say a word. i heard her take a seat across the room, and then the silence became very loud. i could feel her staring at me. i could just imagine what was going through her mind. She must be contemplating what else she's going to do to me.

After what seemed like an eternity (although it was only about ten minutes) she called me out of the corner and told me to come "Here," as she pointed to the spot in front of her where she was sitting on the couch. i did. i stood in front of her with my hands to my sides, head and eyes down, waiting for her next instruction. She started scolding me again...about how my actions ruined what should have been a perfect day for her. As she scolded, she casually reached between my legs and checked to see if i was wet. i was. i thought i saw a slight grimace on her face when she felt what she had done to me already, But before she pulled away, she gave my pussy a firm spank and told me i Better be paying attention to her. and i was!

That's about the time she pulled me across her lap and started telling me what a bad little girl i was, and how she was going to make me a sorry little girl now. i felt her leg swing across my calf as she took my one arm and put it behind me. my other hand was already blocked by her body, but i could tell by the hold she was getting on me, she was about to spank my ass seriously hard, and she was making sure i wasn't going to squirm and wiggle my way away from her punishment. Her intention was to make sure that this didn't happen again, and that i remembered to be more thoughtful when it came to her feelings, and it was also to make sure, if i had any doubts at all at this point, that i was, in Fact, HERS, and Hers alone.

The spanking started. It was her hand. A very fitting, personal, intimate spanking with her hand. She reiterated that NO ONE else is ALLOWED to Spank my ass or put anything in it except Her and my girlfriend...i was Hers now, and i Better Not Forget! She goes on to tell me how i Will behave, and i Will do as she says, and if i don't, i Will get more of this and even worse, and the spanking kept coming. i could feel her handprints all over my ass. It Hurt! my bottom was on Fire, and as much as i wanted to wiggle my way out of it, she had such a hold on me, i could barely even move. All i could do was lay there and take all of what she wanted to give to me. i was promising and apologizing and Begging her to please stop spanking me, but it just kept coming. my ass was so red that it was almost numb at this point. i was so very sorry for what i had done. And not just because i was getting spanked. my heart really was broken that i hurt her like i did. i didn't mean it. And it wasn't going to happen again.

She had stopped spanking me a few moments before i realized she had stopped. She let me stay across her lap and cry it out for a moment. And i know it may sound strange, but her letting me lay there like that brought a great comfort to me, and i knew i had paid the price for my unthoughtfulness. i also knew, undoubtedly, that i was Her girl, and that made us both very happy. She spanked me back to my good girl status, and all would be forgiven.

Thank you, Ma'am.

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